Thank you everyone for your sympathies. They are much appreciated.
Feeling a bit bewildered, as you might expect in the circumstances, but also rather relieved. Once someone's gone they're feeling no more pain and that applies to my Nana as well as my mother in different ways.
I've had some work to bury myself in this last couple of days and I'm looking forward to throwing off that stupid fucking lethargy and getting my walkies back on track.
I'm in the ferry newsletter and there's some stuff in there as well about how the ferries came off in the big storms.